It's that time of year. The time of the year where we say goodbye to all our past mistakes and fortunes and move on to new things. 2009, you were good to me. 2009 was a wake up call. I'm finally ready to put the past behind me and do 2010. I KNOW this is going to be THE YEAR. I feel it, even though Ryan says its "HIS YEAR". fucker. The changes are being made and we shall see the results. Here we go. lets do it big.

disgustinly PERFECT

If you are buy a magazine stand. pick up the women's health and read the article on Paul Walker. GOD he is adorable. And the interview questions just make him even hotter.

dear gorgeous. i love you.

Falling in love is easy. A lifetime of love, now that's a miracle.

forever young

I should really post pictures while I blog but I'm too lazy to upload and go through that whole process right now. I'd very much like to be at home with a warm blanket and sipping on white chocolate moca right now, but I'm not, unfortunate, I know. This weeks been nice. It's been the first week that I'm in LA where I'm just doing the LA thing, no school and bullshit. Days go slow but the week went fast. This is the first week where I've genuinely been happy, not trying to push things in the back of my mind. I actually get to do the things I love and see the places I love and eat at the places I love aka Din Tai Fung last night =)

It still hasn't really hit me that its the holiday season. Probably because I'm not ready to admit that 2009 is over, with only a few more days left. I love/hate new years. I feel like there is so much I still want to get done before the calandar changes. At the same time, I am finally ready for something new and exciting. This year ACTUALLY represents a new start for me. CHANGES are really being made. I'm not so sure how its going to go or if it'll be successful, but its better to try now then to regret not trying.

dear santa

I really want a SMALL dream catcher with feathers and beads. =)

In the next 48 hours I will officially be done with quarter. All I want to do is run around a museum, take pictures, and play. Lets pray for happiness.

and here we go AGAIN.

lets hope this time. this wont turn out as fucked up as last time. then again, im the only one who can control that.

I'm trying to find a challenge, something I can be proud of.

awww remember this song?