The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company... a church... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our Attitudes.” ~ Charles R. Swindoll

there are something in life that can't be mended. no matter that anyone says, nothing can make it better. there are somethings that will always burn and always bring you back to a dark place. forgiving is not the same as forgetting. no matter is said or done, what happened happened. and nothing can change how much it hurts. because boy...it hurts. there are days where i am able to avoid going there. there are days when im too distracted to think about it. but when it comes back up. its like getting stabbed in a fresh wound.

there are some things that sorry can't fix.

and it hurts when you see it mocking you.


sometimes no one can make it better. all you need is yourself.

thank you Frankie for being the 2nd most reliable guy in my life. my dad is my first of course.

born and raised SO CAL

I LOVE LA! Bitches, don't even know what they are missing out on

why are we here then??

back to blogging. its nice to be back for the summer...

i know it been a long time, but never forget that nothing last forever. what is in the palm of our hands today can be gone tomorrow. know what matters to you, and make sure you never neglect it. neglecting something that you love will be one that you regret. there many things that you can change in the future, but you can never take back time. and you might only get one chance to do the things you wanted to do. or you might only get one chance, even though you thought you had more...

WORK> SERIOUS..its game time bitches.... 

i love yahoo

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there's no place like home

dinner at the backyard. crisp air when you wake up. listening to birds and dad's oldies music. finding dad in his new special spot by the oak trees. 

i know i complain. A LOT. but i swear, it feels so good to be home.

i love my life

packing makes me so emotional

somethings are too hard to forget, no matter how hard you try to.

the walls we put up...are the same walls we must take down

its that time of year again. when i think about eerything thats happened and where i am right now. technically im in a room with clothes EVERYWHERE, not knowing how im going to start packing all this crap that I've accumulated for 10 months. its funny cause i usually plan my life out stres about what i want with my life, but for once i can honestly say that i dont know whats going to happen. i dont know what to expect. i just know that im happy. happy with myself. 

its nice to have your own space once in a while. it gives you time to think and reflect. As Gertrude Stein once argued, individuals need their own physical space so that they are able to create their own thoughts. 

this year has definately had its ups and downs. but its ended better than I could have ever imaged. im glad i met such amazing people this year. thank you for helping me grow and laughing with me. 

thanks Coki, for assuring me that its okay to laugh as loud as i'd like. i love you for your simple, genuine kindness (its rare, and i really appreciate it)

eat sleep study. repeat. 

SUMMMMMEEERRRR