Thursday, January 29, 2009

i did it!

I officially canceled my myspace. i think i liked the fact that i could play my favorite songs of the moment and for a while i actually communited with people on that thing. i guess it was a highschool thing, beacuse now im definately passed that phase and i dont have time to play bullshit with people on that thing. call me or text me otherwise im out playing (or facebook me). as WERID as this may sound, Tattoo on big boys radio station got me to finally do it. ha he said. that myspace is wack and waste of time. HA he did this whole interview thing and EVERYTHING. ohh tattoo, ur sucha idiot. so to let my myspac RIP i left my last comment on m.tracy's myspace cause shes amazzzziinnnggg and cause i miss her =)

watched Gran Tarino last night. overall i think that it was a great movie and trust me im a very pick movie watcher with my short attention span and my inability stop ripping things apart with my critque. DURING the movie my feelings were kinda split. it was a feeling of been happy and sad all at once. happy that even the hardest rocks can surprise you and be the best of us all. even when you think that its easy to look at someone and know everything they are about, the real character of a person comes out during conflict. despite all the sappy shit, i was pissed off at all those fucking stupid asian people in that movie.
1) that toad guy can fucking suck it for his inablity to TALK. one of my biggest pet peeves is the ability to communicate yourself and the a ridiculous lack of self confidence. that idiot looked at his feet 80% of the movie. my neck hurt just looking at him looking down all the time. put ur head up and talk to people without stuttering
2) those stupid asian guys who tot that they could do whatever the fuck they wanted. its soo sad because i bet there really are people out there like that. (the way they looked reminded me of a more chinese version of e team. ha)
3) that girl is soo rude. who talks to an old guy that way. i understand for character development sake that she was the only way to get through to him, but it reached a point were it was like a) being in a school of damn asians i dont know any of these quiet asian girls that are even capable of speaking to an old man that way so its hard to believe that girl was able to b)she made me feel so awkward being so inappropriate and disrespectful 

regardless, i cried. i didnt WANT to cry beacuse i was soo anoyed a lot of hte time, but i did. i feel like not enough people do selfless thing in todays society. and to see sucha hardass do it beacuse he finally found a connection with someone...its a rare kinda compassion. and if u DIDNT cry...then UR A HEARTLESS BITCH!=)
 

Sunday, January 25, 2009

my kingergarden friend

shes my escape. when i talk to madi or hug her i feel like life automatically gets a lot better. no one makes me feel more at home. and i love that i can still call her and its just perfect hearing her voice. when i hear about all the crazy people and things that go on in this world. i realize how LUCKY i am to have the friends that i do. we've stayed close and stayed true to ourselves for how many years now. I'm SO proud of my friends and i love that we grow together even though we are miles apart. if that saying were true that who you surround yourself with is a reflection of you, then I'm 100% okay with my friends representing me.happy birthday baby boo! friends for 15 years and I'm still lovin you!